What do I do now that you're gone?
Well, when there's nothing else going on,
which is quite often,
I sit in a corner and I cry until I am too numbed to feel.
motionless for a while,
nothing moving inside or out.
Then I think how much I miss you.
Then I feel fear, pain, loneliness, desolation.
Then I cry until I am too numbed to feel.